{"product_id":"e-book-anna-todd-after-we-collided","title":"E-BOOK Anna Todd - After We Collided","description":"\u003ch2 style=\"text-align: center;\"\u003eHARDIN\u003c\/h2\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eI can’t feel the icy concrete under me or the snow settling over me. I can feel only the hole that was ripped through my chest. I’m kneeling helplessly, watching as Zed pulls out of the parking lot with Tessa in the passenger seat.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eI couldn’t have imagined this—never in my wildest fucking dreams would I have thought that I’d feel this type of pain. The sting of loss, I’ve heard it called. I haven’t had anything or anyone to cherish, never felt the need to have someone, to make them completely mine, I haven’t wanted to hold on to someone so fiercely. The panic—the complete and utter fucking panic of losing her—wasn’t planned. None of this was. It was supposed to be easy: sleep with her, get my money and my bragging rights over Zed. Pretty cut-and-dried. Only it didn’t happen that way. Instead, the blond-haired girl in the long skirts who obsessively makes long to-do lists crept her way inside of me until, slowly, I fell for her so hard that I couldn’t believe it. I didn’t realize just how much I loved her until I was vomiting into a sink after showing my fucked-up friends the proof of her stolen virginity.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eI hated it, hated every moment of it . . . but I didn’t stop.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eI won the bet, but I lost the only thing that has ever made me happy. And along with that, I lost every ounce of goodness she made me see in myself. As the snow soaks into my clothes, I want to blame my father for passing his addiction on to me; I want to blame my mum for staying with him for too long and helping create such a fucked-up child; I want to blame Tessa for ever speaking to me. Hell, I want to blame everyone.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eBut I can’t. \u003cem\u003eI\u003c\/em\u003e did this. I ruined her and everything we had.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eBut I’ll do whatever it takes to make up for my mistakes.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003eWhere is she going now? Is it someplace where I’ll ever find her?\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Card Corner","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52457206219032,"sku":null,"price":30.0,"currency_code":"PHP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0947\/8284\/9304\/files\/4564454_23940ea5-b712-4fa7-aea7-74909f0b3b1c.png?v=1785348195","url":"https:\/\/mytiangge.com\/products\/e-book-anna-todd-after-we-collided","provider":"MyTiangge","version":"1.0","type":"link"}